To Shower or Not To Shower?????
Now, each day I find myself making a different decision on whether to have our shower or not. I feel if I don't then I'm just as cold as the physicians who told us "the baby's fate is sealed" & she should be celebrated. Then I feel if I do & God decides to take Mylah after the shower then I'll be stuck with so many painful reminders; toys that she'll never play with, clothes she'll never wear, a stroller she'll never sit in & a crib she'll never sleep in.
One of my friends suggested having the shower after she arrives, but I know as a first time mother & with Mylah's condition a shower will be the LAST thing on my mind. I'll only be concerned with spending every waking minute with her.
One of my thoughts was if we have the shower & God does call her home, then we would donate all the gifts to a charity in her name. I hate feeling like this
I'm still unsure but I'll continue praying for guidance.